It's been a while since I have posted on here. My Social life online took the back burner after his birth. He was born on July 12, 2014. A healthy 6 lbs and 5 oz. He is now six months old. And so full of energy. He favored his sister at birth but now looks very little like her. After I loss Devi, i was heartbroken as would be expected. I was very worried when I became pregnant with him. I made sure to try to do all the right things and make every apt both for the ob and high risk specialist.
After he was born I had a hard time. I found myself crying at night, remembering her and he looked a lot like her. As he got older, his looks started to change.I still find myself wondering the what ifs and how woulds. But I guess that is to be expected.I tend to hide my tears so not to upset my husband or son. So they come at night time and shower time. I've been facing trolls for the past two months on YouTube. I've had about five reg. Hate to say it but their hateful comments do hurt. I don't reply them on their any more. I had to keep reporting one woman who was so hateful, she has been blocked from my channel or she gave up one or the other.But I guess to each their own. Pawan finally got his green card and has been working for three months now. All the while I'm doing the stay at home mom bit. But need to apply for disability with the way my back is.
Our son is full of energy and very active.He's in the 98% for height. He loves cartoon movies and his jump-a-roo. He hasn't mastered crawling yet. He has the back part but wants to suck on his hands whilr trying to crawl. He loves to laugh at his silly mommy, who started making faces at him to hide the tears and he loved it. So I continue to do them for his responses.He is a momma's boy. Well that's a start of my update. He is starting to get fussy now. Bye for now.
After he was born I had a hard time. I found myself crying at night, remembering her and he looked a lot like her. As he got older, his looks started to change.I still find myself wondering the what ifs and how woulds. But I guess that is to be expected.I tend to hide my tears so not to upset my husband or son. So they come at night time and shower time. I've been facing trolls for the past two months on YouTube. I've had about five reg. Hate to say it but their hateful comments do hurt. I don't reply them on their any more. I had to keep reporting one woman who was so hateful, she has been blocked from my channel or she gave up one or the other.But I guess to each their own. Pawan finally got his green card and has been working for three months now. All the while I'm doing the stay at home mom bit. But need to apply for disability with the way my back is.
Our son is full of energy and very active.He's in the 98% for height. He loves cartoon movies and his jump-a-roo. He hasn't mastered crawling yet. He has the back part but wants to suck on his hands whilr trying to crawl. He loves to laugh at his silly mommy, who started making faces at him to hide the tears and he loved it. So I continue to do them for his responses.He is a momma's boy. Well that's a start of my update. He is starting to get fussy now. Bye for now.
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